Diary: 2024-03-18

 

Work was terrible today. Actually, the work itself was fine. I was thankful that I didn't have any presentations today. What was terrible was my mood. I just cannot get over the fact that Lee is married. Why didn't I see the signs? Why did I trust him so much?  But the fact that he is married isn't even what bothers me the most. What really upsets me is that I am the "Other Woman." I don't know what to do about that. What to do about Lee is first, I will no longer date him. But what do I do about her. Do I tell her? Do I say nothing and let her go on thinking she is dating a loyal man? I just don't know.


I got to the office and sat at my desk, thinking I would try to focus on work. However, when I looked at the clock, I realized it was lunch and I had not gotten anything done. I guess I did not have a very good poker face on today as more than one person asked me if I was okay. I told them I was as I didn't want them to know about how stupid and gullible I am. I just told them I was a personal thing and that I would be okay. And I will be okay, but this sure sucks. It did make me feel better that I have friends at the office that noticed me being down and asked if I was okay. 


When I got home, I was so down that I didn't feel like doing anything. Instead, I grabbed a bag of Cheetos, a glass of wine, and went to bed. I did turn on the TV, but I don't remember what I watched. Whatever it was, it worked as it did, for a short while, help take my mind off the whole affair. Hopefully, tomorrow will be better. 

Oh and note to self, do not eat Cheetos in bed. Now I am going to have to wash the sheet tomorrow.


Cheers for now

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